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Shadow Knight of the Nine
Hobbit
Joined: 07 Jun 2007
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Location: Hidden within the Shadows of Time
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 Posted: Wed Jun 13, 2007 11:48 pm Post subject: Scorpio's LogBook |
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Scorpio's Log..... June 13th 2007... 5:30pm Central Standard Time (  )
Okay, where to start? Hmmm.... *taps finger to chin repeatedly*
Ohh yeah, as some of you already know, this is Scorpio Armegedon from the sites known as Jnet and JediMasters. But my real name is Chad, and no, not "The Chad" as some people i know like to call themselves. 
I guess i'll start from the beginning, say some odd twenty two years ago..... in the quick version.
Born on November the 21st in the great year of 1984, this redheaded future stepchild would lead a difficult and challenging life. By the age of 3, he had already started having health problems.... constant ear and tummy aches, swollen tonsils, and even fever-all seizures that sometimes reached 103 degrees in temperature. By age five, with the tonsils now gone, he would start school, even getting an award for the most active imagination, but, it seemed, his happiness would not last.
By age 7, he would already have been dead once, though luckly his Grandfather would not give up on him even after the paramedics had. By age 12, he would have been placed systematically into not just one, but four mental institutions all because of his decision to play with fire at the age of 8...... he found a lighter and set the covers on a bed on fire, not realizing his mother laid in that very bed. The first time was for that, the rest..... to up the dosage or change his medication as it wasn't working properly.
Between the ages of 9 and 15, this young man would walk a darker path than even Darth vader coulld only dream of, as his hate and anger grew with each hospitalization, until, in the end, he would become violent with anyone.... even his own family.... especially his own family. Now don't hate him just yet, as his history has yet to fully unfold.
By the time he was 17 he had been in and out of jail twice, once to a juvi hall at the age of 15 for second degree battery on someone in his family and once at 17 for possession of something he shouldn't have had. Spending the next four years on probation to correct his mistakes, he made yet another a larger one, at the age of 18, when he broke his own brother's neck over a simple family dispute..... namely, a girl..... though it was not his intentions for that to happen. He simply pulled a jacknife powerbomb on his brother, who was supposed to land in a chair, but instead drove his brother's head straight into the floor infront, and watched in horror as his brother simply bounced like a mere basketball would as he fell to the side.
But that day, my friends, was a day of redemption, as instead of telling the cops the truth, his brother merely told them he fell out of a swing set that he had been hanging from. Hell bent on correcting his ways, this young man chose a different path, letting go of his anger and hate, and replacing it with simple joys, joys he had missed out during his childhood.
All was good in his life for the next two years, as partying with his friends, hanging out at the clubs, and making the best of the time he spent with his family, mainly controlled most of his time. It was a simple, but indeed, a happy life. Hell, he even had better luck with his girlfriends during these years. But alas, all good things must come to an end.
At the age of 20, and after breaking up with his last girlfriend over a few minor details about herself being left out from the beginning of their relationship, he came upon a girl named Meagan. Even at the beginning of their relationship, everything was grand, and by their third month of being together, they told each other they loved the other. All seemed great, and so, they took it to the next level in their fourth month.
Yes, he asked Meagan to marry him..... but this is where the happily ever after ended. These two love birds had been spending alot of time together over the last four months, mostly because Meagan's mom would call nearly everyday asking him to come pick Meagan up and drop her off when she got home, so eventually, they grew rather intimate.
And, in time, an "accident" would happen, as it did in their sixth month together. Problems began to arise in their sixth month after the "accident", as Meagan withdrew herself from him, and only caused more pain for him as her complaining about everything grew to wear down even his nerves. Eventually, his dark past would arise one last time, and Meagan was hurt in the process when he landed an open hand across her face.
Now, he wasn't one to hit a girl even as violent as his past had been, but something had snapped in him that day that brought about these chains of events. After uncounted apologies and heartache, he managed to have Meagan forgive him and things began to look up a bit for the two, especially when she finally realized that he was truly sorry for his previous actions.
When their seventh month together began, the situation got a bit stickier as the pregnancy test came back positive. With him wanting her to tell her parents so he could take her to have a true test done, she was hell bent on not saying a word..... but eventually he was able to talk her into doing it. That too came back positive, but not before he learnt of her own dark secrets.
During her being grounded from seeing him, he learnt that not once, but three times had she cheated on him, the most recent being around the time of the "accident"...... and questions began to arise in his own mind. But alas, being raised to be the bigger man, he chose to stay, marry her, and raise the child even if it wasn't his. But it seemed her mother and stepfather had different objectives than he, and in mere days, everything they had together was gone in a flash..... all except the child which grew in her stomach.
Now you can pretty much guess what happened next... her calling every few months to tell of her new boyfriend.... her telling her parents of what he had done before..... even as far as her placing another man's name on the birth certificate when the child was born. And alas, he was not without his own faults, making threats to have the baby taken from her hands after he heard she had tried to lose it... threating to unleash all his anger on her family(who had already threathened, and still do, to kill him if he should ever show his face).... and as well as his biggest.... the day he laid a hand on her which had seemingly put him in this whole situation.
On November 16th in the year 2005, a red headed blue eyed, 8lbs 3oz baby boy was born... his name.... Derrick(not sure how she spelled it, but you get the idea) Samuel. And on November 17th, he saw him with his own eyes, putting to rest in his mind that the child could be someone elses.... after all.... he was the only red head she had ever been with to his knowledge.
But for the last two years, a great depression had taken over him..... questions of what to do or how to do it, constantly lingering in his mind.... that was until three weeks ago. Three weekends ago, his family released their own secret they had been hiding, as they had actually been in touch with her and her family for more than a week themselves since he, himself, would not act.
And even though she claims there was a paternity test already done disproving he was indeed the father, her own family as well as his own, both question as there is no paper evidence to back it up. The two families seemingly worked out a "proposition" to see the child anytime they liked, who is now in the custody of her parents...... just as long as he doesn't know and her nor the baby comes in contact with him, though she's been calling again.
He(I) is still unsure what to do, though his plans of the future has been laid out by him, just as soon as he overcomes his "eating disorder" (choked on a piece of stew meat and hasn't been able to eat anything other than cream-o-wheat). His plans..... the military and college through them.... then go after his unmistakable son (he looks just like him when he was that age except for the now reddish blonde hair).
Well, there's my life story, and sorry it's so long...... any comments? Now, please, don't judge me according to my past, as the ones who do know me, will vouche, that i have indeed changed since those days. After all, a broken man is a broken man..... just like a Mustang stallion's broken spirit.
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Tiana Calthye
The Admin with Lime
Joined: 16 Mar 2007
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| Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 12:39 am Post subject: |
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(dies) I didn't even realize. Right, I'm so sharp lately. Hi, Scorpio... do me a favor and post on Jedi Masters (or PM Goodwood) an appology for my absense... family issues and it's been hard pressed for me to even get on here to make sure things are all right. Medical issues. I'm Talnaver, you knew that, right? And (obviously) Tiana from Jedi.net. Ah well, we know each other. 
I didn't know you had such a nasty history, but that's not going to make me judge you. I know you to be an interesting and honest RPer (and if I had known you were Scorpio I wouldn't have been so strict on the sheet, I'm just that way with anyone I don't know to have previous character experience).
Suffice it to say, none of our original site members will rage at you for having a violent past. We're accepting of anyone and obviously you didn't mind sharing even knowing someone MIGHT judge you because of it. Hey, I'm not about to and I'm the admin, so you should be safe. ;) Welcome. Hope things get easier for you soon. And I'll vouch, I know you online well enough to know you're not a bad person.
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Shadow Knight of the Nine
Hobbit
Joined: 07 Jun 2007
Posts: 22
Location: Hidden within the Shadows of Time
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| Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 2:24 am Post subject: |
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Thanks. Good to know. And yes, i'll PM or IM GW when i see him online next time, as he's pretty much been absent himself after a small incident happened in the Temple on Coruscant. I'll also will be returning your Pm here in a few moments as well.
But yes, i did realize that your members, as well as yourself, would be accepting of me. That's why i said who i was.
But alas, i do constantly feel the "burn" of my past history as karma does have a way of returning the favors, though i do as well try to make amends with it. it wasn't so much the accepting i was worried about, but to let people know that life deals a heavy blow whenever it can, whatever the cards it deals you.
But it was more so to let everyone into my life if they're going to be reading my journal. After all, to fully understand one, you must walk a mile in their shoes. And in one lengthy, quick version, post, i gave everyone all 22 of them.
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Tiana Calthye
The Admin with Lime
Joined: 16 Mar 2007
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No worries. Yeah, I think I'd take too long to make a post for my history... heh.
Man, things suck lately. I've dropped almost all RP and the only reason I'm on here is because it's my site... gah... and I dropped it for a while too. You be welcome!
And as for the PM, well, off the side about that - we did change some things when you made your post. Summoning is now an RP permissable skill, with some rules in place. (coughs) And specific summons in place. Hahaaaa... hahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahahaa.
Yep. And that was your fault too.
Now, do you want to be called Scorpio or Shadow Knight of the Nine? Or something else? And now that I know who you are, I know even if I try keep you out of the plot, you'll get there.  You have a nack for that. Thanks for joining, though... at least I know you'll post a bit. Hah.
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Shadow Knight of the Nine
Hobbit
Joined: 07 Jun 2007
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| Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 2:45 am Post subject: |
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Blame Nara for my coming here, it was her idea..... said she'd beat me if i didn't! 
But i think i'll stick with this username as i'm growing to like Marie' here. She is, after all, named after the most famous voodoo witch of all time, Marie Laveau.
I haven't got to the RP section yet, but my suggestions were mainly to broaden the magic area's horizon.... as it gives more room for growth with each individual character. There not really elements, but more like skills, each person able to choose one or two spells from each if they choose to do so.
But thanks for the warm welcoming, as i do appreciate it.
But for now, we better get back on topic, Madam Admin.
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Hand of Fate
Hobbit
Joined: 22 May 2007
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| Posted: Thu Jun 14, 2007 4:33 am Post subject: |
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Oh, I thought you were trying to replace the elemental magic system entirely. Mkay.
[is Tiana, lazy Tiana doesn't want to log out of HoF]
Anyway, yeah. I didn't actually fill in skill details or anything yet, mostly because I don't want to limit people severely on what they can do - but maybe it'd be better if I did make a skill post like that, giving people an idea what in each class they can begin to specialize as, sort of like the Jedi or Sith classes on Jedi.net...
I'll do that later, and possibly rip from you, we'll see. Heh.
And, yeah, we can go back on topic and start talking about your life now... bwee. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE OUT THERE???
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Better Than All Of You
Hobbit
Joined: 10 Jun 2008
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Location: 8 Bertana Rd, Para Hills, South Australia
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*kicks Chad in the nuts*
...........DUMBARSE!!
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